New Year, Not so New Me
I’ve been thinking about this blog; I’ve been doing it for years. And I get why people just stop posting and let it sit. Life gets bigger. There doesn’t seem to be enough time or desire fades. I don’t write...
Fuck/Shit Downer
It didn’t work out, obviously. I’ve never been so uncomfortable in my life. I’ve never felt so old. I lasted two days. I have a ton of feelings about it all. I wish I didn’t. My brain is very cluttered. I just see...
Lost
So I haven’t had a steady job since the end of 2019. It isn’t a problem money wise, I get that. But I fear, I fear of becoming obsolete. “Amor Fati- Love your fate” “What horrifies me most is the idea of being...
Sick/Bones/Gun
It’s the year 2020 and I’m coughing, stuffy yet somehow leaking nose, and my ear kind of hurts. Starting out strong…sick and jobless…with a loving husband and baby-boy dachshund. I’m cuddled up with the bubby...
At Home
Just being me, (not in a bad way) it’s inevitable that I would return to this category…hence it remaining a category here. I had a scathing few paragraphs to put down but I just don’t feel like it...