Ghosted
I was lucky enough to meet my husband in college, long before technology and dating apps and such. I say this because I’ve luckily never been “ghosted” by love. Now I’m not sure what is worse, ghosted by a date or...
The Literal Corporate Ladder
My cousin died last week. I tried to look at him in the casket, but I freaked out. Or chickened out, I’m not sure which. He was only 30. I put my wall up so as to not cry. All I remember from my brief look was that...
Fuck/Shit Downer
It didn’t work out, obviously. I’ve never been so uncomfortable in my life. I’ve never felt so old. I lasted two days. I have a ton of feelings about it all. I wish I didn’t. My brain is very cluttered. I just see...
Lost
So I haven’t had a steady job since the end of 2019. It isn’t a problem money wise, I get that. But I fear, I fear of becoming obsolete. “Amor Fati- Love your fate” “What horrifies me most is the idea of being...
Basic Bitch Knowledge
So here’s what I’m working on…it’s real popular right now…everyone’s doing it…self-care. But here’s the thing, whenever I read any sort of positive self-help saying or (what the fuck is that word…..like you chant...
Sick/Bones/Gun
It’s the year 2020 and I’m coughing, stuffy yet somehow leaking nose, and my ear kind of hurts. Starting out strong…sick and jobless…with a loving husband and baby-boy dachshund. I’m cuddled up with the bubby...
At Home
Just being me, (not in a bad way) it’s inevitable that I would return to this category…hence it remaining a category here. I had a scathing few paragraphs to put down but I just don’t feel like it...