This is my Outlet
TW: suicide A couple of days ago I received two rejection letters not an hour apart. Rejection letters are a thing of their own kind. Singularly painful and yet vague and unassuming. I’ve gotten them multiple times...
Sour Puss
I turned 36 last week. I’ve got fatty liver disease (eye-roll). Oh and I fell knees first on my front porch. I’m getting my injuries in early for the year. I really didn’t like having my birthday. It seems with...
Free Thinking
Trying to turn this ship around goddamnit. This 2021 ship that got royally fucked when idiots attacked the capital. I couldn’t decide how to attempt this month’s post and I still don’t know—stream of consciousness...
Sexy and Confused
I took an editing job that was offered to me by an acquaintance this past month or so. It felt really amazing to be doing something that is part of my purpose. Something that give me a sense of meaning in this...
Mortal Fucking Combat
Earlier this year when Covid started making quarantine a reality, my husband and I decided to widen our indoor activity list…we bought an Xbox. Now we are in no way “gamers” but things were getting desperate and it...
Whenever I Eat Candy
Whenever I eat candy, I usually give some to my dog. Now I know people will say that’s bad. Sure, okay, maybe, BUT how else will he taste something so insane to his senses? I admit my reasoning for many things in...
And Here We Are
Ruth Bader Ginsburg died yesterday. What a month in a spectacularly shit-fuck of a year. It was her time, I get that, let her get all the rest she can now. I can’t help feeling exposed, like one of the last...