Death: Spooky?
I find myself thinking of a friend who died last October. It’s almost a year and yet I can see everything like it was yesterday. People’s clothes, the stupid music her phony parents picked. Mostly I remember my...
This is my Outlet
TW: suicide A couple of days ago I received two rejection letters not an hour apart. Rejection letters are a thing of their own kind. Singularly painful and yet vague and unassuming. I’ve gotten them multiple times...
The World is a Dumpster Fire
It’s just not that simple. Celebrities posting memes, comments online, looting stores, violence…it’s just not going to work. And yet these are the same responses to every incident of racism that hits the mass...
It’s not your fault ok, remember that
I’ve tried for years and years to get over some of the really bad things that have happened to me. And everyone has had bad things. There are probably 5 million people who have had worse things happen to them. So,...
I’ve been stuck in bed for over two weeks
I’ve been stuck in bed for over two weeks now. A kidney stone blocked my entire left renal tube and was backing up my kidney. I got to have emergency surgery and a stent inside…for the third time. I honestly...
How Much Do You Hate Him?
Technically this is a blog. Some blogs are like, super popular and people love the authors and shit like that blah blah blah. I just like having an outlet and no one really giving a shit. That also means some...
If You’re Bland
I’ve been feeling this way for a while now so just hear me out. So things seems kinda shitty sometimes in the world, and that’s just the world, there will always be something shitty going on. But there is also so...